Christmas is over & a new year has started... for me just another stark reminder that you’re not around... I miss you & am still struggling to accept you’ve gone. I hope you’re at peace & happy, I hope you’re watching over us, life feels adrift without my big sister. I’ll do my best to make my life worthwhile & happy, I know you want that... I’m so sorry if I wasn’t there for you as much as I should have been, the trouble is we always think we have time. I have many regrets, it took losing you to make me realise how much I loved you. I’m sorry for that too. Me & Athina will always have you in our hearts. I can’t say goodbye yet.