Well the house has gone girl... it’s an end of an era. Although for me it ended when you left...
Hope you’re enjoying the fact that mum is now living with me, I bet you’re finding it very amusing. Hopefully the new house, being with me and Athina will give mum some peace, I’m still struggling to accept that you’ve gone. Not sure I ever will. You will always be my big sister, watching out for me & Athina. I know you will always watch over us... I love you Rula.
Sent by Anna on 13/12/2018
Still trying to find a way to talk to you, I’m getting there... But i know you’re always with us.
Time still has to prove to me it’s a healer, maybe it’s because I still can’t fully say goodbye. I’m just so sorry, sorry I didn’t do more, say more, spend more time with you. Please forgive me Rula.
Sent by Anna on 13/06/2018
Christmas is over & a new year has started... for me just another stark reminder that you’re not around...
I miss you & am still struggling to accept you’ve gone. I hope you’re at peace & happy, I hope you’re watching over us, life feels adrift without my big sister. I’ll do my best to make my life worthwhile & happy, I know you want that... I’m so sorry if I wasn’t there for you as much as I should have been, the trouble is we always think we have time. I have many regrets, it took losing you to make me realise how much I loved you. I’m sorry for that too. Me & Athina will always have you in our hearts. I can’t say goodbye yet.
Sent by Anna on 05/01/2018